Hello, today's the last day of school and we had sports day just now. Boring-est shit ever as i was sleeping for almost 3/4 of the time. I was so excited yesterday lor! So much for being so enthu. :"(

Yayee,went to Kbox just now. :D. Omg omg omg i missed it so much. Sandy was so high and she kept zao-sia-ing. xD Some Uncles from the opposite room kept coming over and looking at what she/we were doing. Danced and ate and took pictures and took videos. Hahahhaa, we kept jumping on the sofa & everytime we did that, a waiter would definitely come in. Awkward. Walao i died when Sandra chose Dbsk''s Rising Sunnnnnnnn!

I don't know why we all look so orangey in the photos. I think it's because of the lighting plus the paint plus our class teeee.

i am so tired of trying to figure out if words have hidden meanings. i feel that i may be too sensitive towards others' feelings cause i tend to anaylse what others may be thinking in situations. it may not seem so, but words sometimes affect me much. f, i hate noises. as in, unnecessary noises. i don't know why my parents get so angry over minor stuffs and it pisses me off. everyone's complaining so much. the whole f house. why can't they stand in her place and think? argh. they would've killed their bosses.

Mediacorp's Sheng Shiong live recording with Ichiban & Nicole yesterday. Hahahaahaha, Sam was there as the judge again. But the happiness wasn't as much as the first time cos' he was sitting so farrr away. ok, so what we usually see on TV are all fake cause they'll tell us what to do/say. was very tired by the time we reached home, but i couldn't stop myself from using the computer and i started drawing. Something's wrong with me!

Shucks, there's so much more to see. Like a snail hiding in it's shell, i would rather protect or get whats treasure to me. I love luffy btw.

I'm so bored right now so i shall blog. Phoebe's bored too. She's caged inside my brother's room. She was biting my hat ( :( ) and the storeroom's door paint and my brother's hand and my father's shoe and the hall's sofa and my handphone strap and the computer cloth and my towel and our socks and yeahhh, the list goes on and on. T_T ~ this morning, i was about to be late for school (like always) cause i was looking for my socks. AND, i found it on phoebe's mouth. Wow, applause.

I hate being bored. Boredom is the worst feeling ever. I'd rather be sad or emo or angry then being bored. Cause when bored, i wouldn't know what to say or do but if i'm angry at least i would be thinking about something. haha, like a mind-map or plan of how to kill a person or something. Tsk tsk. shit, i don't know what to blog already. Im bored. So. bored. Oh yea, i think that lit was easy today. hope i'll pass. Aiya, boredom leads me to drawing. i'll find something to do soon. i hope. Haha, shittiest post ever. Buhbye.

where i want to be

Sunday was fun. but tiring. Woke up early to Jurong as Sandy and Sammi had to perform. & then after a long long time, to Dunman. The 8 of us took up one whole stretch of seats on the MRT. haha! 台上一分钟，台下十年工/. I tried not to appear nervous.

I'm at sandra's place now and amanda's so bored so i shall be the kinderest kindest person and let her use the computer. Bye! good luck for math and geog and yadah yadah.

blew me away, literally.
like a thousand eyes watching.
being an escapist isn't bad.
at least i wouldn't have to face you.
its just always bottled up.
i have, to have my feelings out.

Phoebe, reminds me of mimi, though total opposites. managed to see her soft side yesterday night. :)Aft a day of running around, she was very tired & i lullaby-ed her to sleep. haha, it was the first time seeing her being quiet/ she even snored! but in the morning, she was all hyped up again. it feels as though everything's repeating. or perhaps, start of a new cycle. 7 years ago.

mixture of regret, or perhaps of lost hope. it's the kind of feeling where u just wish that you hadn't made a move. just a simple move. threw tantrums. what's into me?

blog's boring. it's difficult taking pictures of phoebe cause she's practically moving all the time. Will try though. serious in passing the coming exam, cya!

long day yesterday. Went studying with ichiban & Nicole in the morning. :) Didn't really study. After some time, we went to 201 and then to i don't know where for our gig. It was canceled though, cause the organizers didn't place us in the programme list. Haha, before that we were even warming up in the van! But nevermind, since we still have the one on 10th may and that they apologised. Became a fan of Xuan Xuan. She's so cute! the taxi back home was hypnotising.

study session at my place with Sandra & Nicole today. Haha, but after looking at the books for about 10minutes or so, we went to use the computer. that's what happens when slackers come together specifically in a slacker's house. Omo yea! my brother's friend gave us a Jack Russell. We named it phoebe. :) Only 2 months old, & she's very very active. We're not sure if mum & dad allows, but I've seen it and it really likes biting me. Or maybe everyone. beware! k, bye. :]

beast. what makes you happy? glad it's over.