i swear I'm such an idiot.

i cried over my results yesterday. and it wasn't the type of tears that would stop in a minute. mr.sum called out students who didn't do well for the common tests and talked to us, oh and i was under the group that might be retained. haha, that's how screwed i am. one word - screwed.

he said he'll be calling our parents, but that wasn't the reason why i cried. actually, i don't know why i did. it just came out so naturally. i was okay. as in, i could hold the tears in at first. but bomb! it was disastrous during P.E and Eunice and peeps were trying to cheer me up but i wasn't really listening to what they were saying. :(

\-/ sometimes i feel as though i know you well and very well. but at times like these, we're back to the whole stranger-like-thingy again and I'll start questioning myself about the things you've said. if it had been lies all these times, i swear, i'll never believe you again. i know, it's also me. i know, that i'm always cold and reluctant, but please understand. i'm tired & i've tried. so vwalah ~.

true enough,friends are all i need. went over to nicole's and genn went over too. oh sucks i feel like having old chang kee's curry puff again! didn't know it was so nice till yesterday. :D i'm gonna have a laptop in eight days time too, and best of all,

THERE'S BAND TOMORROW.
i think ><.

"He who is calm disturbs neither himself nor others." --Epicurus

Hehe, Sandra gave me a free ride home just now.
And in exchange for that, i promised her that i'd blog today. (:
it has to be a long one, she said.

Here goes.
Had band today! We decided to learn New Divide instead of Stand By Me cause' it'll take a longgg time. Haha, New Divide seems easier and we're kinda done with the intro already. Learnt a bit of the drums as well, haha. okay, there isn't much to blog about, so pictures k?

(Wuhan-)

(today-)

I'm bored so here's something about Wuhan. Just some personal thoughts about the trip. Nothing in detail. (:

I don't mind living there cause i had so much fun. Life seems so much simpler and happier there. There wasn't any pinch of unhappiness at all, not at all. I really loved everyone there! The only regret was that i didn't get to give Sheng Yu the letter i painstakingly wrote. I only left her my e-mail. :( Being me, who's often not as initiative and out-spoken, i didn't ask for her contacts and neither did i showed or told her how much i liked her. I wanted to through the letter~ Argh. I rushed into Nicole's room hoping to pass the letter to her friend but ended up crying on the bed like a retard knowing that she left.

Haha, nvm. I tried, i tried.
But thoughts of it leads me to being like a running water tap.

i will never forget this. everything, including the weird cards we get everyday, toilets without doors, weird dishes like 'rabbit meat', playing pokers at night, eating maggi mee in hotels, getting chased out by the teachers, practicing the dance, and such.

there's so much so much so much more to say, but not now. (:

ps/:some pictures of wuhan's on facebook.

yaw,we're back from wuhan,shall blog when i'm not that lazy.
dbsk yunho's "heading to the ground" seems really nice. It was aired on the 9th of september but i haven't seen it yet. Yay,i'm gonna watch it,i think. Haha,bye. <3

Ahaha, i'm very excited plus nervous plus scared for wuhan's trip now.
I'll be strong, i'll get over everything, so don't worry. (:

HAHAHA.

i'll be going off to wuhan on Friday already. :3 9 days eh! i'll miss many people,but at least it'll make me feel better and cut off from the problems here in singapore. At least i'll be away from that person whom i don't want to talk/see/hear/watch.

met my primary school friends for teachers day. my two reasons to go back to griffiths was to meet mrs ng/miss chua & friends. didnt know it was so fun to slack in the hall. i swear we were so high in the hall,(latiff,ain,bingqian,jiayan,mariana & I) that we kinda ripped the school hall off. Met miss.chua/mrs ng as well. She remembers us! haha. Played truth or dare, and jiayan ended up dancing on the stage. Haha,we then slacked at 285 for a while and off we went home cause mar and ain had to break fast.


PICTURES AT FACEBOOK, CAUSE BLOGGER DOESN'T ALLOW ME TO UPLOAD.

Happy birthday Valerie/Pi!
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