Met Latiff, Eunice, Weixiang and Joseph to 'study.' Haha, i don't think it was considered studying but rather discussing. The tutors of the day were Wx and Joseph - Math and Science pros. The library wasn't condusive enough so we went to the airport. Ah, pictures on facebook. Will be studying on Monday too, i guess. :)
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^ I think this choreography's awesome and so is yoseob haha.
세번째로 실망하는, 그리고 당신 때문에 그것 :(
(T^T .)
Yeah, half the day's gone due to science. Had to do ten year series for chemistry, project ir and workbook for physics. Yeah, so excited. Hur. T^T Physics scares me....... I could only do the MCQ questions and the rest was like omgziwannadie already. T^T. I like the weather just now when it was wet and windy. Now i feel guilty for coming online because i know i'll drag although i've told myself to go off at 5pm. A little online- time doesn't harm if i watch SHINee right? Hehe.
I neeeeed to ask Eunice how to do Physicssss if not i'm going to fail. Science, Math, & Humans are deadly subjects so i hope the rest can help. Lit is gonna be omgz this time because AMND's going to be tested and we're expected to write 4 essays in an hour plus. T^T Got poetry leh!
What an academic-z post. Im scared im scared im scared.
I realised...."You'd never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view- Until you climb into his skin and walk around in it."
So... I'll try to not jump into conclusions when things occur from now on. I'll try to accept whatever people say about me, my family, or anything else. I'll look at situations the way my Dad taught me to, because it was how my grandparents taught my Dad, and I'm sure I've gone through life lessons so harsh that it's time i've woken up.
I realised....
Who were the ones who really cared. Awkward friendships can bloom too, and it's just amazing how we're caring for each other deep inside, between awkward silences, i do feel it. Thank you friend.
I realised...
That I've missed 5 days of school ever since my grandmother passed away. I fell sick and due to some major problems i couldn't come to school. If it's fine for you to jump to conclusions, I'll accept it by all means. I've realised, and you should too. We're already 16. We should stop making a fuss out of everything minor, u'know?
Go go go for the exams :)
My uncle said that i had a relatively calm disposition when that shit happened. Well, if not for paying my respects to my grandmother at the wake, i could have just slapped that shit bag in front of everyone. Her words were like thorns in my flesh. Her dad wasn't much better either. When he was told to change out of his clothes, he said "Sorry, i'm not a hypocrite." & so in other words, he was implementing that we all were. I think it's all that fat and oil in him that's blocking his road of wisdom. Well, being a hypocrite, you're a hippo.
My mind's been too busy thinking bout' far more important things.
It's the end of Dragon's Teeth Gate. From now, it'll just be inside our hearts and souls. Just like SYF's playing from the heart, the characters were only alive for a short period of time, and they die at the moment the play ends. That's how amazing staging can be. For now, Kuang Ho, Bodhisattva, Beng, and all the other characters, have died, and they live inside our memories. All hard work has been paid off. Cast, Stage Managers, all supporting characters, Julius, and all other teachers - ACJC was ours. Tsk, for 2 days. We did it! It wasn't perfect, for sure, and now it's time to rest. People will be stepping down.. Oh yes, & Thank you to those who came to support us yesterday. It meant a lot, especially for the actors. Dragon's Teeth Gate- Goodbye. :').
Apart from the Drama frenzy, this week has been horrible. I hate it when you're not honest. I guess i should learn how to control my tears. It's annoying.