"Once you accept the fact, once you let the pain pass through and accept the fact that the person is gone and remember the old times, it would only make you remember the good ones because that is what it was all about. Everything and everyone in our life is a learning experience and we have to keep learning the lesson whether good or bad. Never regret a thing that once made you smile. Its worth it. "

"The lost lovers or the betrayed one or the let down ones would always say that we did as much as we could to get the person, what was it that I didn’t do? But the answer here is simple – it was not meant to be. Most relations end with people fighting and shouting over one another and that probably remain the last signs of your time together, but is it worth it? The fact that the end of a relation does not end your life and maybe you have to face that person somewhere down the line."

It's the best i've seen. Anyway, I think i've lost my blogging juices for a long time but im back! I may be locking it soon again though, and i'll only be inviting some people in, sldp, definitely. Er, past few days were busy, did a lot of things, but i forgot what i did. Fell sick, and is still sick now. Haha, when i'm well i'll be going to www (again!) with calista ~ and co. Aft sofaman ystd, we went to e-hub and played the bball game till we were so sweaty. xD. Maybe going tmr? Heh.

Jonghyun just recovered from swine flu, but now it's onew's turn. I think jh should be resting more though,he's voice cracking. :(

Out of all the people i know,
those who loved prolly regretted.

But emotions are not what they can control,
Hatred,Jealousy,pain,
they're not the same.

It's not that they choose to act this way,
Who'd choose to feel like that?
But can you hear? Can you hear them shouting inside?

Ignorance, pretence,
if i were a boy i'd be the best,
because i guess i know how it feels,
the pain of knowing and unable to do anything.

They don't know,
they don't care.

and all they do is pretend and blame,
thus, i will not, never, never, never, again.

shield, protect me. :(

Relationships are fragile aren't they? I believe marriages don't last long, because i've seen many married couples divorce fter awhile. But why? I don't really know. Many couples seem really sweet when they just get married, but just as soon as they've got children, they start quarrelling. Stress may just be an excuse. Money may just be another excuse. To me, they're just taking the other for granted, knowing that they'll be seeing each other everyday anyway. In these situations, their children get hurt the most.

Why do people tend to hurt the people they love the most?
Is it because they care too much?

..Or is it because there just isn't true love in this world?
Forever sounds exaggerated. There's nothing like forever.

Okay sssh. Had fun at wild wild wet yesterday :) . Really fun. None of us got sunburnt though, and personally i liked Ooooolalala the best. We even played thrice : D. Other people kept looking at us cause we kept shouting. Ahh, i wanna go again ~ shall we? :3

Hmm, got back paper1 of Math, failed. I think my total's about 38/100 only. I was about to cry but i realised that i've improved by 21 marks as compared to the previous exam. haha! 38's already so bad, but yet it is an 'improved-grade' (?) Haha, better than nothing, so no point crying.

Went to nic's house to watch ghost movies after school! Eunice ah, she said we've gotta screaaam cause' exams are over. But i wanted to play rather than scare myself lor! I was so scared. 3/4 of the time, Chu Chu (:3) protected me. Nic & co. wasn't scared at all. In fact, they were even laughing at i don't know what when someone died.

Supposed to go out with Liying tomorrow, but she has last minute plans so i'm gonna go to Bugis with Sand & Nic instead. I think. En~ i don't dare to sleep. Ghost movie la, making me paranoid.

They're right.
You're right. How?
Pretend. I don't know.

I don't know i don't know.
I don't want to know.
*runs* *stops*


*runs again*

(L)

There's lots of things i wanna do after the EOYs, like going to the Wild Wild Wet with my friends or something./ I keep thinking of swimming cause' i haven't been doing so for a long time. I hope i hope i hope i'll not be retained. I want to swim!

Haha, i've got my new lappie already.
And I've been eating ice-creams,
And Mochis,
And Chocolates,
And Sushis,

So, i'm becoming fat. Yay.
Sometimes, things aren't how you want it to be but how it will be.
Fate? Destiny? Haha, maybe they do exist after all.

:( ? :)?

i updated.
exam's gonna end soon!

Hello! I'm going to my cousin's birthday chalet later on with my Grandma. Had Social Studies night-class yesterday, hope i'll pass humans~ :). Today's Eunice Thwart's birthday too, plus i'm going to my wai po's house to celebrate my wai gong's and xiao yi's birthday tomorrow. Ahh, all the Libra-people all around! Hahaha. Okay. Just wanted to wish Eunice happy birthday though i've already wished her at 12am. Hehe :3. Eoy ah, please end soon, i'd rather sacrifice myself to watch ghost movies then having to see you :(

"The greater the power, the more dangerous the abuse." --Edmund Burke

i really wish that time passes at my pace. i'm really slow. i'm slow in everything, while everyone else is way ahead of me. i can't do what i should when i actually care.shouldn't caring mean trying your best to get it? :( at this pace, i would really be retained. i wrote quite a lot for this week's journal, i hope mr.sum reads it cause' i was very serious when writing it. don't worry, i didn't complain at all. i love my classmates. Haha :D.

today's an important day. though many unhappy things have happened. is forgetting easy? not at all. i swear i'll commit myself to band & dance when this torturous exam period's over. that's the only thing i'll work for. i feel so lost. i can't find my way.i don't care anymore. or rather, i don't know how to show i care. i wasn't like this in the past. i had good results, well to me they were good.

i'll remember today though^^
SMILE EVE.