yes?
Thursday, April 15, 2010 @ 6:19 PM
Just after my previous post on Thursday, my grandmother passed away. And just an hour before her death, my dad told me that she was fine and she could talk. I guess she mustered her very last breath to talk. She passed away at 7:46am so i didn't attend school on Monday and Tuesday. I guess this should shut some people's mouth. I didn't skip school ok.
My uncle said that i had a relatively calm disposition when that shit happened. Well, if not for paying my respects to my grandmother at the wake, i could have just slapped that shit bag in front of everyone. Her words were like thorns in my flesh. Her dad wasn't much better either. When he was told to change out of his clothes, he said "Sorry, i'm not a hypocrite." & so in other words, he was implementing that we all were. I think it's all that fat and oil in him that's blocking his road of wisdom. Well, being a hypocrite, you're a hippo.
My mind's been too busy thinking bout' far more important things.
My uncle said that i had a relatively calm disposition when that shit happened. Well, if not for paying my respects to my grandmother at the wake, i could have just slapped that shit bag in front of everyone. Her words were like thorns in my flesh. Her dad wasn't much better either. When he was told to change out of his clothes, he said "Sorry, i'm not a hypocrite." & so in other words, he was implementing that we all were. I think it's all that fat and oil in him that's blocking his road of wisdom. Well, being a hypocrite, you're a hippo.
My mind's been too busy thinking bout' far more important things.
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Thursday, April 8, 2010 @ 10:16 PM
I'm exhausted. My grandmother was admitted to hospital yesterday. Initially we thought it was just a slight flu, but it ended up that she had to be sent in, even into the ICU.
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Sunday, April 4, 2010 @ 8:07 PM
It's the end of Dragon's Teeth Gate. From now, it'll just be inside our hearts and souls. Just like SYF's playing from the heart, the characters were only alive for a short period of time, and they die at the moment the play ends. That's how amazing staging can be. For now, Kuang Ho, Bodhisattva, Beng, and all the other characters, have died, and they live inside our memories. All hard work has been paid off. Cast, Stage Managers, all supporting characters, Julius, and all other teachers - ACJC was ours. Tsk, for 2 days. We did it! It wasn't perfect, for sure, and now it's time to rest. People will be stepping down.. Oh yes, & Thank you to those who came to support us yesterday. It meant a lot, especially for the actors. Dragon's Teeth Gate- Goodbye. :').
Apart from the Drama frenzy, this week has been horrible. I hate it when you're not honest. I guess i should learn how to control my tears. It's annoying.
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Monday, March 29, 2010 @ 7:47 PM
"Some people have this misconception between sensitivity and guilt. "
Omg this is so fun. Happy birthday Ain! :)
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results ~
Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 3:06 PM
Hey.English - 66.6%.
Math - 55.5%
Combined Science- 52%
Mother Tongue- 73%
Combined humans - 51%
Literature- 68%
F&N- 49%
I think these were my results. Improved but could have done better. Bad days recently, so i shall not blog about it. I'm gonna buy a diary. Ohhh. Drama trainings have been drowning my energy :(. I haven't done any homework that was given for the holidays and the recent chapter for math is deadly and i don't understand a thing! Have been blindly copying the answers behind the textbook.. like a blind sheep. Apart from that, my jealousy nerves have been rather active these days too. It's annoying like annoying orange la! I feel so unreasonable but it feels terrible at the same time.. Very terrible. T^T. Truly, that was the only thing I feared.
ok, support dragon's teeth gate!
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What?
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 @ 8:21 PM
"Nvm." "Nvm." "Nvm." Sparing a thought for others may lead to such fatigue at times. Some people just don't understand~. Now i'm seen as lazy and irresponsible. Thank you very much, for jumping to conclusions. I won't explain personally. It already shows the lack of trust. Oh well, i'll forget this matter after awhile. It's nothing important anyway. It's just tuition. Oh yes, congratulations for losing an F9 student, your life will be much peaceful now.Yessah. Will be leaving class at 11.30 tmr, full dress rehearsal!
Onew~~ his singing gives me goosebumps!
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worried
Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 10:33 PM
One more day before school starts! I haven't been studying and neither have i complete the homework given. Haha, i guess i'll just do it tomorrow or the day after. The new time table is out, and i don't really like it ~ Anw, yesterday was Wayne's birthday & together with some other people, we went to Escape Theme Park. Many rides were removed so we didn't play for long. It was still fun though. :) Haha, this holiday was full of drama trainings manz. & i guess it will still be when school starts. We went to ACJC recently and stage left was scary. :S I prefer VJC!Went to catch the movie, kidnapper, today, with Calista Val Bq Jw Jh and Wx. It was great but scary. We were glad that it was a happy ending. Walked around aimlessly and after the guys arcade-d, we went to Burger King and home right aft that.
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Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 7:09 PM
Some find Pisces' tendency to be late for appointments, spaced out behavior, and absent-mindedness amount to irresponsibility. Pisces would be shocked to know this, however. Who me? Pisces wonders. Irresponsible? Although often quiet, another day you may find them talkative and passionate. "
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Finally.
Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 10:17 PM
Hello, the common test and the school term is over! We got back a few papers- Math,Chem,and Geog. I passed math! I hope i'll not fail again.. It has been years since i've passed maths. I failed chem and geog, but i hope physics and ss would help. :). Come to think of it, the school term really passed by fast. Its like.. March already!
Speaking of March, my birthday just passed not long ago. :>. I'm 16, be jealous. This year's birthday wasn't that great because i had combined humans & sciences! I had fever on the eve of my birthday and insomnia wasn't helping either. Im very happy though, because many wished me :). I think wishes are the best, letters are the bestest best. Haha, celebrated my birthday @ kbox with Eunice, her sister, & Nicole. On the day of my birthday, Sandra treated me as well.
Speaking of March, my birthday just passed not long ago. :>. I'm 16, be jealous. This year's birthday wasn't that great because i had combined humans & sciences! I had fever on the eve of my birthday and insomnia wasn't helping either. Im very happy though, because many wished me :). I think wishes are the best, letters are the bestest best. Haha, celebrated my birthday @ kbox with Eunice, her sister, & Nicole. On the day of my birthday, Sandra treated me as well.
Went to Singapore Entertainment Awards with Eunice and Nicole yesterday. It was great not just because of SHINee, but it was also because i got to see how Singapore can produce great singers. I was so happy for Singapore. Fans that came just for SHINee were fine, but those who came and slept when other singers were singing were rude. The MCs were trying very hard to make these people more high. BY2, somehow, improved. I'm not their fan, but i admit they're brave.. JJlin, Xiao gui, Cai jian ya, Chen wei lian, Lin you jia, Olivia (etc) were there too. I was disappointed because Rainie wasn't there though. I'm her fan! :) Taemin's dance solo in replay was awesome.
Today was great too. :> I don't want to talk about it ><. It was like taking a roller coaster ride, my heart pumped so fast! Thank you.
Shinee's open ceremony yesterday-
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ImoJ.
Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 10:06 PM
I hope, that i can be able to express myself. I hope, that i wouldn't be so scared of everything. I hope, that i can just be a little more confident. I hope, that i can stop keeping things to myself. Lol, is this why i'm eve lock? So everything's locked & nothing comes out? Ok, so where's the key?Without even realising, i've already been burying everyday's problems inside. So, am i suppose to complain like how others are doing it everyday? How? Teach me.
Reassurance
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