I feel as though my eyes are going to fall off anytime. I'm very tired. I'm restricting myself from moving off the chair and go to the bed though. Yeah..... got back some results. Or should i say, most of the results? Ok, it doesn't really matter either way. It wasn't good, and I'm very angry at myself for being such a loser. Well, it was like a volcano erupted inside me after today's recess, and i swear i could kill anyone at that point of time. Eve lock is back to the -oh-fail-math- again. (\/) Well, I'd hope to complain and say that it's because math sucks and i can't do anything to improve, but i'd like to encourage myself by saying that it's because i didn't put in enough effort. It sounds a bit better.... Haha. English, Literature, MT, Science passed, while math and most probably combined humans failed. As forF&N..... we don't know how much we got for the coursework yet.. So, i don't know la.


If everyone has to have a goal in life and especially from now on, then I think i know what it is. Horrrrr Eunice? ;). You know, sometimes before i go to sleep, i like imagining things that may happen in my life. Ok bye doaps.


fire- ice- fire- ice.
get what i mean? no? HAH.

Have been watching a lot of kpop videos these few days, and especially dance and vocal covers. I think T-ara's and After school's are actually quite good. I feel like buying something from Ain's blogshop tooooz, but i have no money. :< . Went to Jill's house today.....Played Wii, and my hand hurts now. Haha. I don't feel like typing properly. So. I. shall. type. like.this. Hehe. Ok. To be honest, i'm in quite a bad mood. Ahaha. Oh well. H.m.ph. Going out with liying tmr. Ok bye ^O^.

It's just too hard to tell if the love revolving is true or not. Its just too ironic to see two people saying how much they love each other but in the end everything just results to infatuation. It's just too hard to see the inner motives of the other party. The course of true love never did run smooth, - and if yours was, i bet it wasn't true love.

Not hoping to see what I've foreseen, but goodluck.
Hey. Its the 9th. A month since my grandmother left.. Hmm.

I wonder who else would keep mum about such a big matter for months. Normal human beings would go around tellin' or asking or doubting, and i just wonder why i could keep everything at that moment. Maybe i didn't want to be the one breaking the bond, or maybe what i wanted was to observe first, but sometimes being calm or having the bochup character just results in the opposite of what i want and hope to see. Yes, maybe there really is this impervious stable oxide layer around me. But why is it that the bad guys always get what they want.... and yet the good guys have to suffer....?

If that is the case, even if one wants to do good with a sincere heart, it'll be regarded as 'wanting fame' or in other words, 'acting only.' It'll be concluded by this wide range of irrational and shallow minds of people. Why.....?

"双鱼座女生性格特点使她在激动人心的大事面前，或令人沮丧的情况下，情绪变化并不很激烈，相反，会趋于平稳和冷静，这一点不用疑惑，因为平常看去双鱼座女生性格比较脆弱，甚至有些反复无常。但因为是水象星座，你看生活中的水，看似装在圆杯子里是圆的，装在方杯子里是方的，可是最有力量又是水，所以我们说“水滴石穿”。"

"所以爱她就要让自己不肤浅，要学会欣赏她，要去解读她，也要学会体贴她——她会留意细节，虽然她不一定会抱怨男友的粗心和不解风情，但别以为你的疏忽不被察觉，那是不可能的。时间久了，次数多了，她也会在沉默中爆发，那时，可别怪她冷酷决绝，只因为你太不懂情趣。

双鱼座的人有可能终生都充满着幻想，你最好选择需要幻想或想象的职业，音乐、艺术创作、电影、电视、戏剧、尤其是舞蹈。海洋环境或与水有关的职业对你也是十分有利的。

　　它不会告诉任何人，是什么击碎了它所有的梦想和信念。它也不会告诉任何人，曾经它有多么的难过，曾经它是多么地爱过。它更不会告诉任何人，很多看似无关紧要的事情，很多出于无意的点滴，它是多么当真，多么认真，多么谨记。 "



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Had our very first paper today - English. For the composition, i chose the topic ' Write about an occasion when an unpleasant experience taught you a valuable lesson. ' Got quite carried away and wrote 517 words. It was about a true experience- about my grandmother's death.

Met Latiff, Eunice, Weixiang and Joseph to 'study.' Haha, i don't think it was considered studying but rather discussing. The tutors of the day were Wx and Joseph - Math and Science pros. The library wasn't condusive enough so we went to the airport. Ah, pictures on facebook. Will be studying on Monday too, i guess. :)

".. .... .. ..."


^ I think this choreography's awesome and so is yoseob haha.

(T^T .)

Yeah, half the day's gone due to science. Had to do ten year series for chemistry, project ir and workbook for physics. Yeah, so excited. Hur. T^T Physics scares me....... I could only do the MCQ questions and the rest was like omgziwannadie already. T^T. I like the weather just now when it was wet and windy. Now i feel guilty for coming online because i know i'll drag although i've told myself to go off at 5pm. A little online- time doesn't harm if i watch SHINee right? Hehe.

I neeeeed to ask Eunice how to do Physicssss if not i'm going to fail. Science, Math, & Humans are deadly subjects so i hope the rest can help. Lit is gonna be omgz this time because AMND's going to be tested and we're expected to write 4 essays in an hour plus. T^T Got poetry leh!

What an academic-z post. Im scared im scared im scared.

I realised....

"You'd never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view- Until you climb into his skin and walk around in it."


So... I'll try to not jump into conclusions when things occur from now on. I'll try to accept whatever people say about me, my family, or anything else. I'll look at situations the way my Dad taught me to, because it was how my grandparents taught my Dad, and I'm sure I've gone through life lessons so harsh that it's time i've woken up.

I realised....

Who were the ones who really cared. Awkward friendships can bloom too, and it's just amazing how we're caring for each other deep inside, between awkward silences, i do feel it. Thank you friend.

I realised...

That I've missed 5 days of school ever since my grandmother passed away. I fell sick and due to some major problems i couldn't come to school. If it's fine for you to jump to conclusions, I'll accept it by all means. I've realised, and you should too. We're already 16. We should stop making a fuss out of everything minor, u'know?

Go go go for the exams :)