Relationships are fragile aren't they? I believe marriages don't last long, because i've seen many married couples divorce fter awhile. But why? I don't really know. Many couples seem really sweet when they just get married, but just as soon as they've got children, they start quarrelling. Stress may just be an excuse. Money may just be another excuse. To me, they're just taking the other for granted, knowing that they'll be seeing each other everyday anyway. In these situations, their children get hurt the most.

Why do people tend to hurt the people they love the most?
Is it because they care too much?

..Or is it because there just isn't true love in this world?
Forever sounds exaggerated. There's nothing like forever.

Okay sssh. Had fun at wild wild wet yesterday :) . Really fun. None of us got sunburnt though, and personally i liked Ooooolalala the best. We even played thrice : D. Other people kept looking at us cause we kept shouting. Ahh, i wanna go again ~ shall we? :3

Hmm, got back paper1 of Math, failed. I think my total's about 38/100 only. I was about to cry but i realised that i've improved by 21 marks as compared to the previous exam. haha! 38's already so bad, but yet it is an 'improved-grade' (?) Haha, better than nothing, so no point crying.

Went to nic's house to watch ghost movies after school! Eunice ah, she said we've gotta screaaam cause' exams are over. But i wanted to play rather than scare myself lor! I was so scared. 3/4 of the time, Chu Chu (:3) protected me. Nic & co. wasn't scared at all. In fact, they were even laughing at i don't know what when someone died.

Supposed to go out with Liying tomorrow, but she has last minute plans so i'm gonna go to Bugis with Sand & Nic instead. I think. En~ i don't dare to sleep. Ghost movie la, making me paranoid.

They're right.
You're right. How?
Pretend. I don't know.

I don't know i don't know.
I don't want to know.
*runs* *stops*


*runs again*

(L)

There's lots of things i wanna do after the EOYs, like going to the Wild Wild Wet with my friends or something./ I keep thinking of swimming cause' i haven't been doing so for a long time. I hope i hope i hope i'll not be retained. I want to swim!

Haha, i've got my new lappie already.
And I've been eating ice-creams,
And Mochis,
And Chocolates,
And Sushis,

So, i'm becoming fat. Yay.
Sometimes, things aren't how you want it to be but how it will be.
Fate? Destiny? Haha, maybe they do exist after all.

:( ? :)?

i updated.
exam's gonna end soon!

Hello! I'm going to my cousin's birthday chalet later on with my Grandma. Had Social Studies night-class yesterday, hope i'll pass humans~ :). Today's Eunice Thwart's birthday too, plus i'm going to my wai po's house to celebrate my wai gong's and xiao yi's birthday tomorrow. Ahh, all the Libra-people all around! Hahaha. Okay. Just wanted to wish Eunice happy birthday though i've already wished her at 12am. Hehe :3. Eoy ah, please end soon, i'd rather sacrifice myself to watch ghost movies then having to see you :(

"The greater the power, the more dangerous the abuse." --Edmund Burke

i really wish that time passes at my pace. i'm really slow. i'm slow in everything, while everyone else is way ahead of me. i can't do what i should when i actually care.shouldn't caring mean trying your best to get it? :( at this pace, i would really be retained. i wrote quite a lot for this week's journal, i hope mr.sum reads it cause' i was very serious when writing it. don't worry, i didn't complain at all. i love my classmates. Haha :D.

today's an important day. though many unhappy things have happened. is forgetting easy? not at all. i swear i'll commit myself to band & dance when this torturous exam period's over. that's the only thing i'll work for. i feel so lost. i can't find my way.i don't care anymore. or rather, i don't know how to show i care. i wasn't like this in the past. i had good results, well to me they were good.

i'll remember today though^^
SMILE EVE.

i swear I'm such an idiot.

i cried over my results yesterday. and it wasn't the type of tears that would stop in a minute. mr.sum called out students who didn't do well for the common tests and talked to us, oh and i was under the group that might be retained. haha, that's how screwed i am. one word - screwed.

he said he'll be calling our parents, but that wasn't the reason why i cried. actually, i don't know why i did. it just came out so naturally. i was okay. as in, i could hold the tears in at first. but bomb! it was disastrous during P.E and Eunice and peeps were trying to cheer me up but i wasn't really listening to what they were saying. :(

\-/ sometimes i feel as though i know you well and very well. but at times like these, we're back to the whole stranger-like-thingy again and I'll start questioning myself about the things you've said. if it had been lies all these times, i swear, i'll never believe you again. i know, it's also me. i know, that i'm always cold and reluctant, but please understand. i'm tired & i've tried. so vwalah ~.

true enough,friends are all i need. went over to nicole's and genn went over too. oh sucks i feel like having old chang kee's curry puff again! didn't know it was so nice till yesterday. :D i'm gonna have a laptop in eight days time too, and best of all,

THERE'S BAND TOMORROW.
i think ><.

"He who is calm disturbs neither himself nor others." --Epicurus