Often, i hide my feelings. Often, when others tell me of their problems, i treat them like mine and feel the same way as they do. Often, people ask me why i can still be so calm or ''bo-chup'' about certain stuff. Often, knowing that some people put their heart into the things they love and still do not succeed, i lie to make them feel better.

Often, i'd rather let someone who's been really nasty to me to lead me, then to say how i really feel and take the lead instead. However, the biggest flaw in me is that i don't trust people. Though trust is really important to some people, i still can't help but to not trust them, because it leads to dissapointment. Knowing that it'll hurt them, i still do. And the after sourness haunts me.

Often, when i have problems piling up, i still appear to be as the happy and retarded insanely me, and thats cause i don't want to talk about stuff and i'd rather pretend that nothing has happened. Often, i'd use the computer to stop me from thinking of anything. Anything, that's inside. Because if i don't, even the slightest time like waiting for a bus or before going to sleep would make me think of it. Often, a Haha's not a Haha.