i realised there's a lot that i wanna say,
but everytime after typing them out, i tend to delete them away,
i think it's because i'm afriad of people reading them.

met nicholas and co just now & we went to Josh's house.
i was forced! went there to slack and ended up watching Shin-Chan.
but thanks to them, i feel bettttter now.

i will never believe you again.
i was right, you've never meant what you say from the start.
dissapointed.

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hey there,

just wanted to say that i'm fine,
and thanks to those who cared.

I'm fineee! :D
I even had sushis just now at T1.

i feel free.
you wouldn't want to know why,
but i'm not lost anymore, at least that's what i think.
i like the way we are now.

Yea,
sorry for the short updates,
but my blog has always been boring. :B

简单

I was fine initially before i went to Nicole's house ystd, but soon after i had a fever. My temperature's been increasing and decreasing drastically and it's making me wonder if it's H1N1 since im having all symptoms. My parents aren't in Singapore till this evening so i haven't got to see the doctor yet. I feel sick, it has reached 38.1 degree Celsius. ;(

So Nic&I went to pasir ris beach ystd but all we did was slack.
so much for saying that she wanted to study la. One thing for sure is that we're both ultimate failers in taking pictures. Yea, and thanks to her barley, i kept urinating when i reached home. Hope it'll help cure my sore throat though. Haha! I've been eating soupy stuff for both lunch and dinner. When im well, someone pei me eat KFC~! :(

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happy16thbirthdaytotaemin!

Dear blog, I've been feeling really happy these 2 days. Hahahaha, i know it's rare for me to blog when i'm happy but the fact that i'm happy isn't gonna make this post sound happy much. That's because there's someone dear that i'm feeling very disappointed with right now. This person.. i don't know. I can't really define our relationship. Friends/comrades or more than that? It has been a few weeks since we haven't really got to be like how we were. Oh and for your info, it's a girl i'm talking about here. (just to clear any misunderstandings.) Haha,yea. Maybe it was right for me not to trust her from the start, (verbally).

But deep down inside, i did. I was trying to be mean on the surface and see if she'll prove me wrong. Sadly & unfortunately, she hasn't, and i doubt will do so in near future. Talking about not changing hearts and stuff, she has really dissapoint me. To think that i'd believe and put my heart into something for once. You've really made me fall. I guess the one thing i did right was to say i didn't trust you, or it could have been worst.


nah, i'm happy.
it's just another thing that's kinda bothering me.
I had to tell my blog. Bye!

There are too many demands being made on me & I've more than likely learned to handle a sullen retard and still manage to do what has to be done. Yes, & with you visiting the spot, it could be me inviting in someone dear. Yes yes, u saw no wrong. Anw, it was hard bringing messages across today. It has been a subject that weighs heavily on my mind for weeks, or something that i find it very difficult to talk about. However, putting this off will only make matters worse and i hope it'll be cleared of my mind. You're always saying things that i can't possibly guess whether is true or not and that's cause you say one thing and you do another. No one really understands and i can't say it. No, you sitting around and acting like nothing happened is not gonna work. Hope's dashed.Sorry for being such a stand off but its time for me to take rest and swallow my pride. Goodbye. <3

ps:/sandra- get well soon! drink lots of water, i miss you. :D