I'm always doing things i regret, and when I finally regret i don't do anything but wallow in self-pity.

Unlike all the other people, I don't show that i care. I'm serious when i say i care, because i rarely do. When i receive presents, i won't express my gratitude, but believe me if i say that I'm touched although i don't appear to be. I just don't know how to go 'Ah OMG IM SO TOUCHED THANK YOU.' You get what i mean?